/blog/meblinking/?pid=f7780 Welcome to my blog! /blog/5844/post_83786.html?pid=f7780&m= ok, so i'm a bit confused as far as the lay-out of this site. are there actually forums? the post options below ask if you'd like the blog to post to a forum - yet i'll be damned if i can find them. Tue, 03 Jun 2008 04:56:34 -0800 /blog/5844/post_83786.html?pid=f7780&m= /blog/5844/post_83673.html?pid=f7780&m= learning to recognize peoples "soft spots", their areas of weakness and insecurities, can sometimes present it's own set of challenges. i see them, now what's the best wa y to communicate, knowing wh Sun, 01 Jun 2008 12:57:22 -0800 /blog/5844/post_83673.html?pid=f7780&m= /blog/5844/post_83388.html?pid=f7780&m= Peekaboo…I see youa simple game played early that teaches object permanence…awareness that objects continue to exist even when they are no longer visible. I need to play peekaboo again.s Wed, 28 May 2008 06:05:45 -0800 /blog/5844/post_83388.html?pid=f7780&m= /blog/5844/post_82938.html?pid=f7780&m= i got a call tonight from my oldest sister. my father has lost 20 lbs in just over three weeks. he's nausious, and has severe hip pain. he had a ruptured aneurysm in his chest a couple of years back. Sat, 24 May 2008 00:12:39 -0800 /blog/5844/post_82938.html?pid=f7780&m= /blog/5844/post_82877.html?pid=f7780&m= i've participated on "dating sites" for over 3 years now. most not quite as main-stream as this, but ultimately their purpose was much the same - to find "the one".every once in a while, i read post Fri, 23 May 2008 05:09:09 -0800 /blog/5844/post_82877.html?pid=f7780&m= /blog/5844/post_82729.html?pid=f7780&m= the bounce from one to anothernot really sure what you’re looking fornot sure what you want, except maybe to be wanteddriving yourself to feel desirable, to prove you can beopening doors so rap Wed, 21 May 2008 06:56:34 -0800 /blog/5844/post_82729.html?pid=f7780&m= /blog/5844/post_82627.html?pid=f7780&m= i write for myself, as a means of release. while there are many things in my life that i could blog about..i am still trying to get a feel for this site. so in the interim, another piece of me.see h Tue, 20 May 2008 06:12:30 -0800 /blog/5844/post_82627.html?pid=f7780&m= /blog/5844/post_82469.html?pid=f7780&m= an elderly neighbor mentioned that she felt she knew us intimately. in a townhouse, with windows often open, she hears rather than sees our lives. as much as i enjoy journaling, i decided to document Sun, 18 May 2008 01:49:44 -0800 /blog/5844/post_82469.html?pid=f7780&m= /blog/5844/post_82441.html?pid=f7780&m= i'm a single mom with a couple of young-teens. after we left their father, i spent ten years focusing on raising them and re-establishing my career. dating wasn't really an option, i just didn't hav Sat, 17 May 2008 16:53:12 -0800 /blog/5844/post_82441.html?pid=f7780&m= /blog/5844/post_82151.html?pid=f7780&m= i've maintained a blog on another site, but feel it's time to move. i'm still getting a feel for this site, so i'll keep this one relatively short.my style of typing may bother some, but i have very Wed, 14 May 2008 06:20:41 -0800 /blog/5844/post_82151.html?pid=f7780&m=